The Fairy Tale Ends

Just so everyone knows....after speaking with my Gynecologist and retaking a pregnancy test, I did in fact miscarry. Please, whatever you do, please don't even mention anything about any Diety whether it be God, Christ or Allah. My days of believing sunday school fairy tales are over. No, I am not saying I don't believe in God. I do. But, this God is very cruel. My father always said that the definition of insanity is basically doing the same thing over again but expecting a different result. My belief in this God being loving and kind is that of insanity. Everytime the shit hits the fan I come back for more. Well, there will be no coming back. This was the final straw.